When was the last time you fell in love? What’s the difference between a crush and falling in love? Is there really a such thing as love at the first sight? Or is it just lust?
These questions were keeping me hornily confused since I’ve met him a week ago during a lunch break. He was introduced to me by Ms. W, an accountant at my workplace. His name was Mr. B. When I first getting into the backseat of his car, I couldn’t take my eyes off his back. I even forgot to put on my seat belt.
Ms. W :
Oh, it seems that I have to introduce you guys first. This is Mr. B and this is Emily.
Mr. B :
Hi, there. (quickly turned his head towards me, nodded and turned back)
Oh, hi. I am Emily. I supposed that you are Ms. W’s boyfriend.
Ms. W :
Oh, no! He’s not. He’s just a friend.
Mr. B smiled.
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Nice arms! I thought to myself and there were some naughty thoughts started flooding my brain. I wonder how good it feels to hug those arms. I started to daydream.
While my mind was wandering around those inappropriate thoughts, I quickly caught up with the conversation between Ms. W and Mr. B. It seemed that Ms. W was pushing him to call up a girl who he was interested in for a date that night.
I felt a little disappointment but I was glad that I get to know that information right before I found myself naked in bed with him in my previous wild daydreaming.
We hadn't talked much during the meal but I did made some friendly responses during the conversation to make it less awkward. He made the call and I wished him good luck before getting off his car in front of my office. Deep inside my heart, I hope that he changed the plan and go after me instead.
Of course, I kept thinking about him for the rest of the day and the rest of the week. What did I just do to my heart? How could I kept thinking about a guy who is obviously liking someone else.
I saw Ms. W again today. I only get to see her weekly since she just works part time for our office. I was excited to see her. She told me that Mr. B failed to get the girl and that it’s over between them. The girl has already found someone else. It was a great news to me!
Ms. W tried to ask if I am interested to go out with Mr. B. I avoided to answer. I am interested, of course! I was thinking about kissing him for the last whole week. Two reasons why I did not answer Ms. W.
1. He just got dumped. If he is asking me out just to make someone else got jealous or just to make him to forget the girl, it wouldn’t be fair to me.
2. An old rule, if he’s into me. He’ll get to me. Personally. If he’s not, maybe he’s just not into me.
Although I did told everyone that I want to find a boyfriend with lots of money and a boyfriend who is great in bed, I guess to find someone who is into me is still my ultimate rule. Whether it is love at the first sight or just lust, whether it is love or just a crush, he has to be into me.